Perfect

I'm not perfect. I'm far from it. I wear my class ring on my ring finger because I think it looks best there. I permed my hair because I'm too lazy to put more than five minutes of work into it every morning. I don't shave as often as I should in the winter time and I can rarely force myself to go to the gym by myself. I don't eat healthy food and I can be a little naive at times. I'm a late bloomer in most areas of my life but I bloom at a pace I'm comfortable with. I get loud when I'm nervous and quiet when I don't want to tell you I want attention. I drink dr pepper like it's the new water but lately I've been drinking tea instead. I tend to see too much good in people that I want to be with and as a result I'm often interested in douchebags. I find concern adorable and I tend to think about everything relative to being in a relationship or not. I think almost everything I own makes me look fat and when people use the word "gorgeous" about me I tend to cringe inside because I don't like being lied to out of pity like that and I think gorgeous is a word best left for people who have a kinder demeanor than I do. I'm a bitch especially when I've missed sleep and my sarcasm gets me in trouble. I would say that I never mean to be offensive but that would be an outright lie. I've been a shitty friend in the past and to be honest I'll probably be that way a couple more times in the future. I'm very far from perfect but honestly I think you can just go fuck yourself. I'm very far from perfect but I have a big heart and it would be nice... Painfully relieving... To give someone affection.